Yesterday, Sony put out the 4.0 firmware update for PS4. The UI is laggy as hell. I like that the Share screen doesn't take up the whole game screen anymore. And I can finally file away useless apps into a folder. But, I noticed I had received a message from someone who has since been on my block list. I know for a fact that I blocked her before she sent that reply. I couldn't see her full response, just the preview of it. It gave me this weird sensation. Like chipping at a rock with a chisel and hammer and making a painful dent in my heart. It felt hard like that. It only lasted a few seconds, but it was still unexpected and unpleasant.
Persona 5 is out in just six and a half hours! I'm ready to be inspired for a future story. I really should go to sleep, but I can't. I need this game to have a great final boss battle theme that rivals The Battle for Everyone's Souls in Persona 3. I'm not comparing Persona to mainline Shin Megami Tensei tracks. They're both in a league of their own. Trying to curb my expectations and hype. I don't want to be disappointed.
Ideas for Ruska can only go up from here. I'm setting the manuscript aside for now to focus on collecting this inspiration: Persona 5 and Shin Megami Tensei IV: Apocalypse for the rest of September. This feels right.
This is my 100th use of the 'ruska' tag. I love it.